Saturday, March 10, 2007

Creating a vaccum

Is it difficult to live your life expecting nothing???

When ever we have a difficult time with work or in general our life we tend to analyse it.We interrogate ourselves until we have worn ourselves out.People will tell you to take some time off.We leave the place.Place a identity of a tourist on yourself,barge your self into new place, new roads,new destination.But it is the same you.Sometimes we feel that only we when we give up the relentless need for knowing definite answers we reach a conclusion.The feelings,the emotions still exist.You cannot forget the past .You feel if only you had a pill like in matrix to know whether we exist like nameless numbers without any sense of existence.Can we erase some parts of us.We leave old habits and then we form new habits.Does nothing exist?
But I have always found that when we feel out of control and you feel helpless and when you can only control your response that is the real test of life.You don't wait and plan for tomorrow.You live in a vaccum where even your body does not give you company.Your mind is tired,body is stressed with anxiety and pain then you can clearly feel a part of you still is residing which does exist.The despair or total happiness in any situation shows you a part which does not belong to your identity as a machine with a mind and body.These moments are valuable and when life pushes this on everyone we need to just wait and listen .


Dj mOT!On said...

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avinash kumar said...

i hav read few of ur blogs which shows ur very kind hearted n person of humanitarian approach.
but this last blogs shows ur in sumkindda depression.
well der can b no particular approach to get over it but just get involved in something which u find most intresting. like i go for reading novels in start to finish mode.
hope u get over it soon n ur vacuum get fild with joys.

Ram said...

Have a gala time..go watch a comedy movie ....:)

astrocrazy2005 said...

Avinash Kumar,
Ya..the mind is stuck with blues...
Ya I started reading a novel...Midnights children ...Thanx for the concern...
Keep visiting..
laughter always cures ...

astrocrazy2005 said...

dj mot!on,
Thanx for visiting my blog..

s3nt4h said...


You misconstrued the association between mind and body.When life becomes harder, its the feeling generated by your mind, not by body. Pain is just a feeling, but your body wont react to it unless your mind tells it :-). You control the mind , you control everything.

Is there something called "Vacuum" ? I thought mind can fill that with feelings and emotions :-S

When you get sad or tired , all you need to do is pump up that volume while you floor your car at atleast twice the speedlimit in the interstate

You have a good one ..

astrocrazy2005 said...

I do believe nothingness exist..Mind can be controlled but as we are not programmed robots it is difficult to escape all the painful emotions..

s3nt4h said...

As i said earlier, pain and nothingness are nothing but just a feeling.

I refused to believe that there is such a thing called Pain ,but i like the song Pain by Three Days Grace ?

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

You have a good one.

astrocrazy2005 said...

I do understand our minds control us..But deep suffering/pain are real ..They are not minute diversions but something which makes us deeply connected to our own spirutual compass which guides towards the truth..